you nak i pujuk you?

bukanya i nak menumpang popularitynye. i karing idea okay. plus i minat kat die. ih geli lah cakap macam ni. mambari gali dang. theres someone in facebook talk/type like that, TAPI IA URANG BRUNAII. ingin saja aku comment di status statusnya atu. tapi, he doesnt really matter to me personally, so why bother kan menaguri. tapi aku obviously bothered pulang. kurang senang. nggak enak. kambang liur membaca. tapi, dulur saja tia, hidupnya, caranya, jangan saja mengacau aku. inda ja? jaaaaa.

so yea. i should be changing this blogs name to something more appropriate. maybe feezmadearocksbrunei.blogspot.com. pasal ia handal! aku suka! kalau concertnya bebayar pun aku mau pigi! tapi para penjual tiket, cun cunkan tah time bejual atu, jangan time balum terima okay. honestly i think, if there were two concerts; feez & maria, occuring at different places, but at the same date and the same time, id go feez madea's! pasal aku suka wah. i think ive mention she talks sexy in english. LOL. lain jua aku ani. lesbian kah? duh. ia wah inda. hahahahahahhaha. jadinya kan becita-citaaaa? hahahahahha. heh. hehhh. inda ih. indaku mau. takot.

so anyway. yes im blogging again. i was actually stalking someones stalker the other day (like any other day and today), sekali ia ada blog. sekali ia atu chaliii. makin ku baca makin chalii. tapi aku inda buleh banyak baca blognya yet (tettt too late) pasal karang aku teikut caranya. not good. karang aku inda original. karang aku jadi ayamku. atau a.ayam. aku mau jua jadi kfc. baru ia so ji o o di good! so i try to read on my previous blog(s) (awu banyak nak blogku betempiritan, thinking ok compiling them together one day pasal atu kfcku!) untuk merefresh kembali cemana cara blogging ani. hak hak hak. so here i am! jeng jeng jeng!

bah atu saja. kalau panjang, mana urang mau membaca. jadinya confident kau urang kan membaca ni. ih awulah. manatau feez madea kan membaca. hi feez. jazz is you. if it wasnt for the labangs pilipinos all around me that night, id have enjoy it more. like a 1000 time more!

padantah di pilipin atu betimbak saja. annoying nyamu jelamanya. kalau ku ada pistol malam atu, ku timbak pulang sudah jua tu.

sampai kita berjumpa kembali di lain keluaran, salam manis dari saya, penembak bersiri.

I must move on. I have to save my dear heart. I must move on. Stop collecting memories that i will take a loong long time to erase. There's someone else loving you, whom you love too. You're in her good hand. Don't be sad. I'm not leaving you alone. You still have her. Don't worry about me. I'll mend my heart slowly.. Pieces by pieces..

Please hold

Jangantah becinta kali. Sakit saja hati. Why is it when you think youve found the right person, theres always something in your way? Maybe the rìght person is still out there asking herself the same question as i am. Maybe. Maybe they dont love me enough. Well, obvious. Otherwise they wouldve overcome or/and get rid of the obstacles that prevented me from reaching out to them. Sampai bilakan ada saja halangan ani? Even if i find another one (good luck!), ada jua lagi yang jadi penghalangnya? Cari sampai dapat yang nada baggage? I dont know what to do. But im sure i cant live this way. I cant stay long like this. I must go ön. I want to be loved, not to be put on hold. I need to break free. I need my eye gel.

Take it or leave me!

Great. Look at the mess ive made. Dating someone elses is never a good idea. Its all nice until the unwanted jealousy comes by. Its hurting. Its tiring. Its mambari banci. Its been 6 months. 6 fucking months. Literally. So make up your mind already!

Orang tamak selalu rugi, lagi merugikan orang terdekatnya.

Argh!

English at least B.

And please make sure the english is good. Because that, is a big turn on. Feez madea sounds better when she speaks in english. Its kinda hot. There, i say it. Apakan. Menyimpang tia. Just an example saja barangkali.

And please, poklens, go and get yourself hit by a car on the hìghway. Its behapa. Not vehapa. Kill the v poks. Its annoying.

Its sunday. Itd be great if the aircon is working.

Lets just sleep. Hurry come to me. They come when you least expect it. So ill pretend im OK on my own.

Whaatt.

For its infectious!

Intelligence in a woman is what i need. Im not looking for an harvard graduates. I dont want to talk about rocket science. I just need someone of my kind. Im tired of explaining this & that. I dont want a student. I want a lover with whom i can click. Click click. Great mind think alike.

So the search continues.. Or so i say. Its tiring. Just come to me this time. Hurry hurry lover come to me. Di paula abdulnya. Hik hik hik.

Raptai